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Round 3: Test Drive

Welcome to the third test drive!
Please don't worry too much about using your Personas correctly or following the prompts exactly. They're meant to give you starting ideas, but by all means, go wild and add more options!
The objective here is to try out characters and see who you could have the most fun with in the game's setting. However, feel free to follow this link to request a Persona be generated for you as if you were part of the game. (Please try to limit this to only one of your test drive characters if you can as to not overwhelm us!)
If you have questions about the test drive itself, you can ask them here! If you want to play an AU don't forget this entire post can be used for you to get AU scenarios set up and see who your character might have been related too or know before Awakening.
Now then, let's begin...
The objective here is to try out characters and see who you could have the most fun with in the game's setting. However, feel free to follow this link to request a Persona be generated for you as if you were part of the game. (Please try to limit this to only one of your test drive characters if you can as to not overwhelm us!)
If you have questions about the test drive itself, you can ask them here! If you want to play an AU don't forget this entire post can be used for you to get AU scenarios set up and see who your character might have been related too or know before Awakening.
Now then, let's begin...
Prompt 1 - The National Leviathan Habitat
Eddan's shimmering sapphire of an aquarium, the National Leviathan Habitat, is holding a series of special events at its location in Royal Mount. Students and family groups get half off, with certain events being completely free. This include a full night's stay at the aquarium sometime during the week for any person who checks in with their card. While spots are limited, it's such a large aquarium, and nights can be booked in advance, so it shouldn't be too much of a problem. So come, everyone! Enjoy whale spotting, aquarium strolling, educational shows, and a night surrounded by water. However, unknown to you, something else might be starting to beat in the deepest, darkest depths of your heart.
Similar to the flower festival that was used in the prior TDM, Unawakened characters can get a flash of memory sometime during this prompt and Awakened characters will be able to occasionally pick them out. For more information on the National Leviathan Habitat, which is a player introduced location, please check here.
Additionally, if both test drive player and game players agree, the aquarium test drive threads can also become game canon! As long as the test drive character is played as being completely unaware of what has happened in the game up to this point. Keep in mind that they would NOT have had a message on their phones. Two Test drive players can also make these game canon if they get accepted (and they keep the same requirements as above).
Similar to the flower festival that was used in the prior TDM, Unawakened characters can get a flash of memory sometime during this prompt and Awakened characters will be able to occasionally pick them out. For more information on the National Leviathan Habitat, which is a player introduced location, please check here.
Additionally, if both test drive player and game players agree, the aquarium test drive threads can also become game canon! As long as the test drive character is played as being completely unaware of what has happened in the game up to this point. Keep in mind that they would NOT have had a message on their phones. Two Test drive players can also make these game canon if they get accepted (and they keep the same requirements as above).
Prompt 2 - From Dawn to Dusk
The city has been abuzz for the past few weeks. A new string of murders is making front page news and serving as a grim reminder why the nightly curfew is so important. As families, perhaps even someone close to you, mourn, pressure continues to rise at the many police stations and at city hall. The people are afraid and they’re demanding answers.
There's not much time for you to dwell on this.. Like everyone else in the city, you have a lot to do, and a tight schedule to do it in, even on summer vacation. (Or maybe because of summer vacation for the local schools.) You don't even notice the application that has appeared on your phone's screen. The headache that follows, however, is strange and disorienting, and it brings with it an odd sensation that something is wrong today. You’re just not sure why.
The day passes by and soon, it's close to midnight. Your body, if you're not in bed by now, is completely exhausted. Despite your best efforts, you'll find yourself closing your eyes. Too bad it's quickly interrupted by a strange noise, and movement like something pulsating softly.
It's your phone, or at least you think it's your phone, but it's never glowed this orange before. There’s mist rising above it almost like fire...something's definitely bizarre about this. Despite your fears, you forces yourself to open it, and click on that strange snake-like icon.

It opens revealing a single statement and blank box;
Your fingers move on their own. Before you have time to really think about it, and as the pain inside your head becomes so terrible you start breathing rapidly and sweating, you've entered a series of letters and pressed enter. Now you're in a large chatroom with many others...but your 'name' you've never even heard of it...have you? It almost feels like you have...
There's not much time for you to dwell on this.. Like everyone else in the city, you have a lot to do, and a tight schedule to do it in, even on summer vacation. (Or maybe because of summer vacation for the local schools.) You don't even notice the application that has appeared on your phone's screen. The headache that follows, however, is strange and disorienting, and it brings with it an odd sensation that something is wrong today. You’re just not sure why.
The day passes by and soon, it's close to midnight. Your body, if you're not in bed by now, is completely exhausted. Despite your best efforts, you'll find yourself closing your eyes. Too bad it's quickly interrupted by a strange noise, and movement like something pulsating softly.
It's your phone, or at least you think it's your phone, but it's never glowed this orange before. There’s mist rising above it almost like fire...something's definitely bizarre about this. Despite your fears, you forces yourself to open it, and click on that strange snake-like icon.

It opens revealing a single statement and blank box;
To begin, please write your name.
Your fingers move on their own. Before you have time to really think about it, and as the pain inside your head becomes so terrible you start breathing rapidly and sweating, you've entered a series of letters and pressed enter. Now you're in a large chatroom with many others...but your 'name' you've never even heard of it...have you? It almost feels like you have...
Prompt 3 - Awakening
The last rays of the sun disappeared over the horizon almost an hour ago, yet here you are, walking through the apple orchards located behind one of the campus wings. The strange app that's been sending you strange clues the past seven days now says you're ready to face the truth. It told you to come here tonight, but never to travel alone. Repeatedly, it warns you to make sure to have someone close by if you're to survive…but besides some friends, what else did you bring with you? Did you pack for this, or did you figure you'd make it up as you go? Are you in a position to be able to bring weapons with you that no one would suspect?
Something is out there, and it's getting closer.
Before you can think, you see it: a large, blackish mass, almost like slime, slithering along the ground resembling a vaguely humanoid shape with glowing yellow eyes. When it roars again, it reveals rows and rows of teeth. This was a mistake your brain warns. The strange name from the chatroom, the days leading up to this...you're fairly certain even if you are prepared that you're going to die.
And yet, something inside you stirs. Even as they move closer, you find yourself charging instead of running, as your heartbeat increases. A voice inside is guiding you, each movement bringing forth a surge of memories of a past that you had lost. You’re angry and confused, but your pain, your fears, your rage for all of this… all of that needs to be taken out on those creatures.
All you need to do now is to tear out your heart.
Something is out there, and it's getting closer.
Before you can think, you see it: a large, blackish mass, almost like slime, slithering along the ground resembling a vaguely humanoid shape with glowing yellow eyes. When it roars again, it reveals rows and rows of teeth. This was a mistake your brain warns. The strange name from the chatroom, the days leading up to this...you're fairly certain even if you are prepared that you're going to die.
And yet, something inside you stirs. Even as they move closer, you find yourself charging instead of running, as your heartbeat increases. A voice inside is guiding you, each movement bringing forth a surge of memories of a past that you had lost. You’re angry and confused, but your pain, your fears, your rage for all of this… all of that needs to be taken out on those creatures.
All you need to do now is to tear out your heart.
Prompt 4 - A new, old life
Now that you have your memories back, the strange veil of this world has been somewhat lifted. Things that seemed simple now seem strange. You have so many questions, but not enough answers. Then there's the new weapons you wield and the strange creature inside of you...your Heart Persona.
During the day, you are encouraged to continue to live as you did before, but with old and new memories together, sometimes it is difficult to keep acting like you did. Will it cause issues in your job or school life? Will it change your reactions to whatever life you had here? Do you notice others like you who have awakened?
Maybe it would be a good time to send a chatroom message, just to ask others what they are planning to do. Maybe you should set up a meeting to fight shadows at night. Maybe you’ll organize a plan of attack or set up a club to escape the strange looks others have been giving you. Maybe you just want someone's opinion on the best place to have pizza. Hey, no one said you had to use the AppleNET just for serious things, after all.
During the day, you are encouraged to continue to live as you did before, but with old and new memories together, sometimes it is difficult to keep acting like you did. Will it cause issues in your job or school life? Will it change your reactions to whatever life you had here? Do you notice others like you who have awakened?
Maybe it would be a good time to send a chatroom message, just to ask others what they are planning to do. Maybe you should set up a meeting to fight shadows at night. Maybe you’ll organize a plan of attack or set up a club to escape the strange looks others have been giving you. Maybe you just want someone's opinion on the best place to have pizza. Hey, no one said you had to use the AppleNET just for serious things, after all.
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With a nod and a smile that suggested he would be quite alright come what may, he sat up a little straighter and looked down into the wisps of smoke still trailing up in silvery tendrils from the ashes of the paper. Whether or not he believed it would work, he needed to feed this moment with positive energy. He took a breath and, emptying himself of partial opinions, he began to speak...]
I have reason to suspect—
[...and that was as far as he'd gotten before the pain returned, and with it the monstrous presence of an oblivion just waiting to seize them both. It was as if the very thing had taken hold of his heart this time, and he felt it jump painfully within his chest, such that the whites of his eyes bulged and his mouth worked silently for a moment.
Was this it? Was this how he'd die?
How miserable. He had so much more fight in him than this. Had survived much worse than some invisible ailment and...biting down sharply on the inside of his cheek, he snapped himself out of his shock so that he could continue.]
—this thing...! [Blood trickled from the corner of his mouth.] It may be after our souls!
[In his vision it had been a human who had claimed one, but that was no memory of Kit's, no experience he'd ever lived through. That it felt so real could only mean that it was a warning of some kind. Being reckless would cost them the most valuable thing to anything living: its essence.]
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had it really changed nothing? all that effort, the concentration of their spirits, had it really made as much of an impact as the tendrils of smoke still curling around them? Vincent had at least anticipated a more violent assault in anger at their attempts to thwart this thing, but even that seemed to have failed.]
Such that they are.
[his voice is distracted, irritation and anger high in his tone even as he continues to scour their surroundings. demons and apparitions would at least manifest in the stories, to gloat if nothing else. as he glances back at Kit briefly and catches sight of the blood running from his mouth, he feels his own blood begin to boil again.]
If that's what it wants, it's going to need more than a few measly headaches to take them!
[he's not even holding onto the ofuda as he raises his voice to challenge the void. their little talisman is temporarily forgotten in his rising urge to fight this goddamn thing once and for all. a hand braces against the floor in anticipation for the oncoming price of his words, but he has no intention of bowing or taking them back.
if it bothered this presence so much, let it come.]
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Wait—!!
[There was a name on the tip of Kit's tongue, but try as he might to remember what it was, it would not come. He didn't know this boy, had never learned his name, but it felt like he knew what fate would befall him if he didn't intervene here and now.
As Vincent moved, so did Kit. One hand slammed down between them into the still hot pile of paper ashes, and the other shot out to cover Vincent's mouth. The pain had been much more severe this time, whether or not it had shown. If they kept going, it wouldn't be unreasonable to assume that one of these times the otherness would win. It might even kill them. They needed to step back and assess the situation again. They needed to learn from the mistakes they'd made!]
Sheer force won't work here. We can only win if we play by the rules.
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play by the rules. as if any of the established 'rules' had done something for them! there was no point in abiding by guidelines put in place solely to tie their hands. if they wanted to succeed, to survive, they had to -
"Fuck the rules."
a medical tent surrounded by a barrier of supernatural origin. a woman covered in chains, smiling with the placid contentment of someone who knows that she cannot be beaten. a fight raging just beyond their reach, vital and going poorly. and his arm, aflame in pain, but slowly regaining its power...
the grip on Kit's arm shifts in nature as Vincent's eyes unfocus due to the sheer the magnitude of pain circulating his body. if he wasn't braced properly already the force of the vision might have knocked him clear off his feet.]
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Something had taken hold of the other boy. Kit recognized that vacant-eyed look of alarm and pain. He knew what came with it, the unwelcome parade of visions and feelings, none of which belonged to them, but all of which seemed to belong to someone with their face. It was as awful as it was exhilarating.
But without a way to tell who was responsible, or what, Kit maintained their only chance was to play by the unspoken rules in place. By doing so, they could isolate loopholes and effectively outsmart their quarry and prevail. It was the only way.
The hand upon Vincent's mouth moved to his shoulder, and with his burned hand moving toward the opposite, he was better able to support his companion from taking any unplanned dives toward the scene of their little ritual.]
Take a deep breath.
[Cool your head.]
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'll kill them all...
[the murmur is from someone other than himself, from some place far from the Leviathan Aquarium. Vincent is barely aware he's speaking at all, still struggling to come down from the rush of stimuli that had assaulted him so brutally. his body felt as if that fight on the stairs had lasted an eternity.
despite the half-formed threats of total destruction, he complies with the other boy's command for once. breathe in, breathe out. focus on that, not the anger in his heart or the storm in his mind. just breathe. just be.
slowly, the hand on Kit's begins to slacken.]
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Perhaps their souls weren't the sought after prize so much as their bodies? By prying the essence out of the host, a perfect container would be left behind. A vessel for...the people in those visions, maybe. Or some other sort of demonic force or spiritual being.
Recklessly taunting the power behind these attacks only opened them up to further assault. Perhaps even prepared them for possession.
It was a chilling thing to consider, but it was also that thought that returned some of Kit's own nerve to him. Despite his exhaustion, he remained steadfast. Despite the agonizing state of his body, he remained strong. It was one thing to fight a man head on, nobly and with everything you had, but another to cowardly suck out the very marrow of his being and transform him into something he was not before he even had a fighting chance. Such a thing was unforgivable.]
No one is going to die today.
[When he was certain Vincent could sit on his own again, Kit swiftly pulled away and began to tidy up their mess. The pen and ofuda were tucked neatly into the notebook and thrust against Vincent's chest to give him something else to think about, and the ashes on the floor were swept into a pile and then scooped into his hands. Against the open blisters of his palm it stung, but Kit rose to his feet and carried the little pile to the trash to dispose of it anyway. Any remaining traces left on the floor when he returned were smeared away with the sole of his shoe. It was almost like they'd never been here. Apart from the faint smell of charred paper in the air.
Now that he thought about it, they'd been fortunate in that the smoke hadn't set off any alarms...]
I'm going to find the bathroom. I'll be back.
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it's a poor idea and dizziness strikes him almost as soon as he begins moving, but he remains undaunted. now that he's back to clarity what galls him most is the overt show of vulnerability he'd just put on for his unwilling audience. he needs to pull himself together - and he absolutely needs to be standing for whatever comes next.
he's on his feet by the time Kit returns, albeit with a faintly unsteady air. everything hurts, his head in particular, but he does his best to appear disaffected.]
Fine.
[he'd still be here, the unspoken acknowledgement. no matter how body he became, there was absolutely no way Vincent was backing down from this fight.]
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Choosing to avoid the stairwell, Kit started toward the other set of doors in the lobby and the hallway beyond. The bathroom wasn't difficult to find or very far away, but neither was he in any kind of rush to quickly utilize the facilities and return.
Instead, as soon as the door was closed behind him and he was certain he was alone, Kit proceeded toward the counter and removed his jacket and shirt along the way. In the mirror he was able to see clearly the bruises and welts that had risen up across his skin from his earlier altercation with Vincent. Patches of blue and purple spotted his shoulder blades and his ribs, but with some relief, he noted the lump on the back of his head had gone down in size. Still, there was the matter of his cheek, which he could see now had bled more than he'd realized, and his hand which seemed to hurt with an invigorated pain the moment he turned on the warm water and held it near.
It would be several more minutes before he joined Vincent back in the lobby, but by then he seemed refreshed, all traces of dust removed from his clothes and skin, and even his hair tidied and tied back into a more manageable ponytail. His hand, too, had been bound by what appeared to be a hastily washed and dried scrap of cloth. Possibly something from Kit's own shirt, judging by its color, though from where it was difficult to say. With his jacket in place over top, nothing appeared to have been cut.
But, sure enough, something had been. Or he wouldn't have had the spare scrap in hand to offer Vincent when he returned.
So much for sparing his pride...]
For your hand.
[It had been impossible not to notice the dried blood on his jacket where Vincent had grabbed him. He wasn't sure when, but at some point he must have injured his hand and, like the blood on his face, simply never taken care of it.]
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he does make the compromise of settling painfully against the nearby wall, a foot propped against it to further brace himself. it offered him a good view of both doorways, as well as a quiet perch with which to try and settle his mind. he was always quick to rile, but even he could acknowledge that right now a cool head was more important.
his fingers wander, digging through his jacket pockets once more for something to swap out his notebook for. they find it easily enough, and the trade is enacted - half a pack of cigarettes for the safety of his music. it's forbidden to smoke indoors, but Vincent honestly can't bring himself to care. he desperately needs the nicotine boost right now, and the aquarium smoke alarms have already proven themselves to be a bit lax. it was fine.
when Kit returns he'll find that his companion seems to also be rejuvenated despite having done nothing to improve his appearance. the cigarette dangles idly from his lips as he looks up at the sound of the other teen's return, casting a skeptical gaze across his new hairstyle. if the situation were a bit less chaotic there would undoubtedly have been a snide comment about that. as it is, he keeps it to himself.]
There's nothing wrong with my hand.
[his defensive tone is briefly colored with genuine bafflement as it takes Vincent several moments to recall what he might be talking about. ah, that was right. he'd broken the skin pretty deeply clenching his fist on the stairwell.
so he'd noticed even that, had he? it seemed that critical mind of his wasn't entirely posture.]
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[The point was hardly one worth arguing. Instead, Kit folded up the small piece of cloth, cut free from one of his shirt sleeves, like the one wrapped around his own hand, and tossed it toward Vincent. He could use it if he wished, or throw it into the trash if that suited his preference instead. What mattered was that the courtesy had been extended. It was the least he could do since, he was sure, the wound on Vincent's hand had been incurred only after he had pointed out the other boy's piercing hanging off the back of his clothing.
Let it not be said he didn't repay his debts. Never mind that they'd been fighting at the time.
Settling next to Vincent against the wall, Kit gestured towards the cigarette in the other boy's hand. Not in a judgmental way, however. There was no disgust, no curling of his lip or turning up of his nose. But rather...the gently waving hand, as if asking for a stick of his own.
If his theory about possession was right, then perhaps what Vincent had said earlier also held true. Probably even more effective like that, considering what's in them. It was worth a shot. And, if nothing else, perhaps it would serve to at least take the edge off. He felt refreshed and looked better now, but there was still a knot in his shoulders that wouldn't go away.]
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he watches Kit's gaze idly as he comes to rest next to him and inspects his cigarette. the lack of judgement isn't surprising, given his past, although he can't help letting out a small smoky puff of laughter when he realizes the only thing that gesture can mean.
he may be more put together, but it seems that Kit's nerves have been just as frayed.
rather than pull out another stick, Vincent removes the already lit one from his mouth and passes it over. it's quicker for the other teen this way, and given how little time has passed between his lighting up and the arrival of his companion it's barely any less burn time. as soon as the cigarette's taken from his hand he's moving to light up a new one for himself, remarking as he goes -]
Only the first one's on the house.
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With the gesture, Kit's head swam momentarily, but it was a strangely pleasant sensation following all the ways he had been assaulted that night. To feel, even briefly, numb and far away from all that pain...it was something he could only be thankful for.
He could think of only one way to show his gratitude right that moment and, pulling the cigarette from in between his lips...
...Kit held it out between them so that the other boy could light his own.]
That won't be a problem.
[He would never make a habit of smoking, preferring to maintain peak mental and physical health. But for now...well, it was an acceptable distraction. Clearly one they both needed, which led him to believe that, if only for a little while, they might also be better off taking a break from occult discussions. It would be a shame to disturb the blanket of placidity that had fallen into place.]
So, how is it you came to attend the overnight stay here at the Habitat?
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it's a terrible habit, to be sure. but it was hardly his worst vice.
he's hardly a person to whom peace with others comes easily, but the hardships of the night have been brutal enough to prompt even him into laying them aside for the moment. whatever was stalking them didn't seem to have any intentions of relenting. they had plenty of time.]
I won a voucher at a coffee shop. [he shrugs lopsidedly, mostly to preserve his careful arrangement of bruises] It's stupid to waste free things.
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Kit could scarcely muster the hardened and guarded look of earlier. Something about being around Vincent felt comfortable, even natural, and with that feeling came a more honest countenance. A heavy stare that rested upon the bench where they'd sat, then traveled back in the direction of the stairwell as if retracing their footsteps. So much of the day had seemed to whip on by, happening so quickly he didn't have much time to process anything. But here he was now, everything all caught up...and he didn't really know where to go next.
Taking another long drag from his cigarette, he thought about how he'd come to be here himself.
Two people, a man and a woman, had thought the excursion would be a good experience for him. An educational event such as this would likely be teeming with friendly faces from school. He would learn a lot, and more importantly, he would enjoy himself. What would they think if they knew the truth? He would never tell them, of course. They might not be his real family, but they were decent people and they tried hard. He didn't want them to worry. Not about him.]
I see. [There was a small sound, something like amusement, but the emotion didn't quite reach his face.] That's why you accepted my invitation?
[With a flick, blazing embers drifted from the end if his cigarette to the cement tiled floor.]
...or was it because I freely offered up my name?
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A little of both. [he cants his head leisurely so that he can catch Kit's gaze.] It's not every day you get the opportunity to meet someone who's scooped out an eyeball with a piece of celery.
[Vincent's beginnings may have been soft, but he wasn't naive enough to believe even two-thirds of the stories Styx would regale him with of prison. the other teen's crimes had only been middling, he knows, and so he was desperate to make the experience - and the people he'd encountered there - harder than they really were.
unfortunately he really didn't have much of a sense of realism when it came to his embellishments. they were outrageously hilarious to listen to, especially when Styx was drunk, but completely lacking in anything believable. from the sardonic tilt of his eyebrow, it's clear that he doesn't believe the rumor he's relating.]
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Is that what they're saying nowadays?
[Kit shook his head, gaze trained on the smear of ash left in the wake of Vincent's heavy foot.]
It wouldn't matter how talented the individual, even fresh celery is much too flimsy to perform a job like that. Lotus root, on the other hand...
[This was exactly why he had a reputation. He never denied the stories, he just made them worse by spouting simple facts in a manner most could, and often did mistake as being threatening.
Of course...some of what had been said about him in the past was justified. But those weren't tales Kit was eager to recount for anyone, and if Vincent ever accidentally touched upon one, well...he'd know.]
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[lotus root wasn't toxic raw, but consuming it without cooking it beforehand seriously heightened the potential of spreading bacterial infections or worse. that was probably pretty tough posturing in a prison, sure, but it didn't do very much for one's likelihood of living to see their parole day.
he chuckles, expelling another soft cloud of smoke. celery was already pushing his 'informant's' cultural boundaries as it was; having to relate the same story with the substitution of lotus root would probably be enough to trigger an aneurysm.]
And it's not like you even need any tools to take out on eye.
[speaking of replies that could be construed as threatening...]
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[Oddly enough, Kit didn't seem to mind the shift in topic. For one who didn't want to give his foster parents cause to worry, he was awfully quick to continue discussing worrying things. His choice in conversational partners wasn't much better, either. If they could see him now, pulling on a cigarette next to a boy whose face may as well have been streaked with war paint, their fate might not be all that different from Styx's.
But it felt natural to him. Like slipping out of an uncomfortable suit and into his own skin.]
In any case, you're right. Depending upon how much pain you want to inflict, it's more efficient and precise to use your own hands.
[Only those who were clinical in their methods or squeamish would avoid doing so, not that Kit could say he blamed them. Nature could be a beautiful thing, but it was never wise to mistake it as tame. The world was a savage garden ready to consume the unwary. People were much the same, as willing as they were capable of tearing each other apart. The resulting pulp didn't always sit well with some stomachs.]
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[and that was the only reason something gruesome but nonlethal would be perpetrated - in a prison, at least. Vincent can think of more than a few other scenarios in which someone might want the eye of a still living donor. depending on where they booked their next gig, he might even get to witness one of them himself.
if they do, maybe he ought to invite Kit. it's a curious consideration to have popped into his mind, although not entirely surprising at this point. this is one of the longest conversations he's had with another person in quite some time. whether that was due to the stress of the evening or the company itself, he still couldn't say.]
More personal to do it yourself, too. If you're that pissed then you shouldn't be looking to soften the blow.
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[Kit took another pull from the cigarette and finally turned his gaze back toward Vincent. If people hadn't talked, he wouldn't have heard the rumor about Kit. If people hadn't talked, Kit wouldn't have gotten sent to the juvenile detention center. Anything that could form an opinion and could voice it could only be trusted so far.
Himself included.
All that he'd brought up, didn't that constitute as talking too much? He may not have given away too many personal details, but some people were observant enough to read between the lines. As such, there were things better left unsaid. Especially in the company of someone...who made him feel nostalgic.
Yet he kept talking, and he hadn't left.
Why was he really still there? Was it for Vincent's sake, or his own? He knew the answer. Or thought he did...and the selfishness of it disgusted him.]
It wasn't an eye, in any case.
[It hadn't been personal, either...though Kit had long since given up trying to convince himself of that fact. He was a selfish creature by nature. His defense of someone else had also been in his own best interest. That was all there had been to it.]
It was a cafeteria tray and someone lost...six teeth, I think? It's difficult to recall. They were pretty yellow and we were served corn that evening for dinner. [He flicked his ashes, and this time stamped them out so Vincent wouldn't have to.] There was an uproar and so much food started flying that it took the corrections officers on duty almost ten minutes to figure out all that blood wasn't condiments.
[And when he'd been asked why he'd done it? All Kit had told anybody was that he'd warned the other boy to stop talking if didn't want to be eating through a straw.
He never mentioned the things that piece of garbage had said about his roommate. About what he'd promised to do the moment Kit's back was turned.]
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Kit's unprompted correction of the severely botched story elicits laughter from his companion - real laughter. it takes Vincent several moments to formulate a response, the cigarette bouncing jauntily between his fingers in time with the trembling of his shoulders. it was a brutal image, and yet there he was laughing as if he'd been told a fantastically amusing joke.
when was the last time that he'd laughed like this, without cynicism? the answer lies somewhere so long ago that he's no longer able to recall even the vaguest approximation of a date. an eternity since this sound had emerged...and yet he'd already done it twice tonight.
that was very dangerous.]
He never could tell vegetables apart.
[he murmurs the observation to himself, allowing one last soft chuckle as he finally settles down enough to take another drag off his cigarette. Styx could wail with the best of them, but he was never going to be an intellectual.]
It sounds like they should've been thanking you to me. Extractions are always a pain in the ass.
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In hindsight, knowing how the incident had turned out for everyone involved, it really was very easy to laugh about. He hadn't walked away from the confrontation completely unscathed, but he'd felt that the minor scrapes and intensive community service he was given were both prices worth paying. For his own pride, and for the security of someone he...had come to view as a friend of sorts. Or a close acquaintance.
...the word itself didn't matter. He protected his associates. He always had. Except when he hadn't. When one had been a traitor and the other had told him to go.
Why had he listened? Was he so desperate then to save his own skin...?]
So...
[He shook his head, and with it, cast away his grim train of thoughts.]
You knew someone who was there at the same time as I was. I'm glad it wasn't the toothless one.
[However, there'd been so many coming and going all the time that isolating which person it was would be no small task. Anyone who couldn't even differentiate vegetables wasn't likely someone who'd drawn much attention from Kit.]
I should probably apologize for however many other erroneous stories you were told.
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If he'd been stupid enough to lose his teeth I'd have never met him in the first place.
[a vocalist with a speech impediment was hardly useful, even for a genre that often stretched its lyrics out into borderline gibberish. it's funny to think about now, though. if they'd chosen a different vocalist for the band then he likely would never have accepted Kit's invitation and found himself here. funny how paths moved like that.]
The bullshit's good for a laugh. If I actually believed any of them I'd be too braindead to deserve an apology.
[either way, there was no action required on Kit's part. people would talk, as he'd said.]
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He almost wished he hadn't, of course, thinking himself undeserving of even the most tentative trust, but Vincent wasn't someone who appreciated being told what to do. Kit's only option in that case was to sit back and let things unfold as they would.
And...if it became too much? He looked at the stairwell across from where they stood. He knew where the exit was.]
How did you meet, then?
[There's a story there. A reason for why Vincent's friend having his teeth was important. And Kit was willing to listen to anything right now that would silence his self-sabotaging internal monologue.
Let them be the ones who talked for a little while. Just a little...]
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