[ while eikichi had no idea of the choices tatsuya had made, he's wracked with his own brand of guilt all the same. wanting to remember, wanting it for himself without second thought of the consequences, was a heavy burden to bear. at the time, it had made so much sense to him, to want to work toward remembering everything before it had been ripped from him. now that he had, he wasn't so sure if it was the right thing to do. of course, he had no idea if maya was alright, if any of the others were alright, so maybe it wasn't as bad as he was making it out to be in his head. on the other hand, being so selfish on its own was a significant blow to his self respect.
but did any of that matter right now? he was talking to tatsuya, albeit over this strange app on his phone. it had to be okay, right?
the tears hadn't stopped rolling down his cheeks and he was dimly thankful that he had yet to put makeup on. he would have been rocking some terrible racoon eyes by now if he had. sniffling softly, he read through the messages, his expression softening. so, it wasn't sumaru, that much he had gathered, but... ]
Eikichi Mishina: shit if he's not around then...
[ eikichi trailed off. he didn't know what to say. he was completely clueless about everything; he felt no more aware of his surroundings than before. ]
the sadness will consume us...
but did any of that matter right now? he was talking to tatsuya, albeit over this strange app on his phone. it had to be okay, right?
the tears hadn't stopped rolling down his cheeks and he was dimly thankful that he had yet to put makeup on. he would have been rocking some terrible racoon eyes by now if he had. sniffling softly, he read through the messages, his expression softening. so, it wasn't sumaru, that much he had gathered, but... ]
Eikichi Mishina: shit
if he's not around then...
[ eikichi trailed off. he didn't know what to say. he was completely clueless about everything; he felt no more aware of his surroundings than before. ]
Eikichi Mishina: what about ginko? or jun?
or maya-nee?