Well, I hope you know how to use it at least 'cuz I don't know what the hell's going on!

[ He turns his attention back to the monster because he'd rather think about that than any of the memories that are swirling inside his head. Memories that could easily reduce him to a shrieking ball of fear on the ground. But the need to fight, to wreak carnage on whatever's in front of him is also strong enough to keep him on his feet. ]